I am currently neck-deep in sequins and sass for the annual burlesque show at Old Town Actors Studio, but after that I will be shifting gears and getting ready for an epic road trip!
Yes, current gas prices mean that it is kind of epic-ly bad timing for that, but if - and only if- you have a bit to spare, you can help me out with that by dropping a few coins in one of my hats here:
I have been wanting a larger vehicle than my little green Saturn to travel in, but at the moment, its excellent gas mileage is going to be a good thing. (And I realize it is an enormous privilege to be fussing about gas prices for a road trip instead of worrying about fleeing a war zone.)
I will be once again collaborating with Callous Physical Theatre to perform at this event:
We have been meeting via Zoom to write together, brainstorm, and plan - and I am greatly looking forward to sharing actual physical space and performing with our group, and exploring the site of Black Mountain College and learning even more about its history. (If you are curious, there's lots of information if you poke around on that website linked above!)
I had been doing these short little movement explorations on Instagram, daily for quite a while. And then I got out of the habit. And then I started again. And then stopped. And then started again. and then stopped...again.
And today I started again.
Sometimes you just have to start again.
One of my fellow vendors at Portneuf Valley Farmer's Market, Paige of Gumption put out a challenge at the end of April for 31 Days of Gumption in May. She challenged her fellow artists to make something for every day in May. Here are 31 things I learned over the course of the month.
1. Go with what delights you! I had been itching to get moving on a more consistent basis, so instead of working on a visual art project over at Creative Moves: Creations, I chose to do a movement phrase every day for the project.
2. Set yourself up for success. We had a new gate installed, and I found out that propping my phone on a table we have outside and using it as a background worked great for filming phrases. I quickly decided on using my phone and posting to instagram so I wouldn't have to worry about setting up a camera, editing, sharing etc. Knowing that I could just quickly film and share something without a lot of set-up was the key to getting my butt in gear on some days.
3. Don't worry about getting everything perfect before you start. A day late getting started? Still wearing pajamas because you work at home, and frankly that's just how you roll some days? FILM AND SHARE STUFF ANYWAY!
4. Give up all or nothing thinking. Just because you miss one day, you really do NOT have to decide that you are a failure and give up forever. Just move on and keep making stuff!
5. Allow yourself to make stuff you are not super thrilled about. Eh, get it done. Some days you are gonna love what you made, some days you are gonna feel like Captain Mediocre. Share that stuff anyhow.
6. Let yourself try something a few different times until you get something you are satisfied with. (I did this a lot with the couple of tap things I filmed, being both out of practice in that style of dance combined with being able to really hear missed sounds on the video, I allowed myself do-overs until I was happy.
7. Have a THEME! Or a problem to solve! Some days I would have an idea and theme of where I was heading, like "how slow can I move" or "connecting the dots."
8. DON'T worry about having a theme and just move/create/do. Think of it as doodling, if it helps!
9. Sometimes ya gotta just push through. I did more than one phrase that just involved feet or hands or arms sitting at my desk when I realized it was ten o'clock at night and I hadn't done anything yet. Once or twice I had emotionally rough days, but let that inspire me. Even though I was tempted to give up, I just took a little time to get SOMETHING up.
BUT (this is becoming a theme)
10. Give yourself a break when needed. There were a couple of days where I just wasn't feeling well, so I let it go for the day. I did some makeups, but once again, not holding myself to standards of perfection was a good thing and a lesson I seem to have to learn over and over and over again.
11. Let yourself be vulnerable. There were a couple of emotionally rough days. I let myself express that and say that (I don't always do that! I like people to think I am always strong and happy dangit! Even though I am definitely not always strong and happy, and I have people in my life who love me anyway!) It ended up being good for me, not just as a creator and performer, but as a human being.
12. Let your self be silly! I am an often silly person, and sometimes I think I should restrain this impulse to make "Serious Art" (Don't worry, it usually passes. ;)) So I let myself do silly muppet wiggles, and dance with a towel in honor of Douglas Adams.
13. Dogs are good and you should embrace having them make guest appearances.
14. CROSS THE STREAMS! I did one silly little thing when it was late at night, I still needed to get something up, and I was at my clay worktable. So a doodle with clay and movement with fingers it was!
15. Ask for help. One day I asked my supportive partner what I should do for my movement phrase, and he said, "wiggle it just a little bit?" And one of the favorites of the project was born.
16. Change things up. Sometimes moving to a new location can spur new ideas. On the final day when I was hoping to get to the full 31, I looked around and found another place to film and that helped.
17. Don't be afraid to get distracted and change your plan. When I started, I had an idea in the back of my mind that maybe I would take all the movement phrases and put them together into one movement piece by the end of the month. I abandoned that plan quite quickly, as I found I was more motivated to explore whatever little side streets and alleyways that took my fancy, and not worrying about making things that would fit together was working better for me. There are still some bits and pieces that I may expand on and try to join together.
18. Be prepared to let stuff go. This is related to the previous one. While some of the phrases are worth exploring and expanding upon, some of them are and will remain movement sketches.
19. Sometimes ya just gotta go upside down!
20. Sometimes ya just gotta hug a tree!
21. Ideas can be simple and still worth exploring
22. Procrastination is a thing. Be aware of that tendency but forgive yourself for it.
23. Momentum is also a thing. Once you get started, sometimes it's easier to keep going.
24. Even if you only work on something for five minutes, that's more work than you otherwise would have done.
25. Tap is hard. (I knew this already, but was reminded.)
26. Tap takes work but is also really really fun. (ditto)
27. Practice is good.
28. Let go of perfection, do the work. I knew this already. I still apparently have to learn it, over and over and over again.
29. Let go of perfection, do the work
30. Let go of perfection, do the work
31. LET GO OF PERFECTION, DO THE WORK!
I am a Fringe Festival kinda girl at heart. I was only able to put one on the schedule for this year, so back to Elgin it was! Always a joy to see old friends, see what they've been creating. This was a piece with a great deal of interaction and participation, so it really needed to be put in front of an audience before I could figure out, what, exactly, it was. Nothing better than having friendly faces in the audience when you are starting to make that happen! I am quite excited about taking this to other audiences and letting it grow, because every audience brings something unique to the interaction. Also, there's blanket forts.
One of my dearest friends, colleagues, and collaborators Bridget Close has been pursuing her masters at Florida State University for the last two years. She came back to Idaho this summer to present some of her choreographic research at Old Town Actors Studio. She has developed a practice of gathering items while spending time outdoors, and then using them to create movement scores. We only had a week to work, so we got to just begin to explore her practice, but it was a lovely organic and evolving thing, with elements of ritual, and connection and conversation with the three other women who were a part of this. I have been thinking as of late, about exploring these ideas in conjunction with my Wander and Wonder work, it seems as though it would be a natural fit.
Sometime in May, I posted on facebook that I was bit sad about having no scheduled performances for either Shedding Skin or Weaving Webs for the year, and putting out the call if anyone wanted to host one or had an event they would like to bring me to. One of the owners of the Dragon Fyre Faire, where I had been a vendor for several years, posted in the comments, and I ended up performing Weaving Webs at the faire. It was fun to try it in a new setting, but my favorite part was that once most of the faire kids had seen the performance, they would all descend upon the performance space en masse when the saw it was time to start building the web. Great fun.
So, the beginning of the last year was a bit of a blur. I went from starting the Pathways project, to the residency in Florida, to finishing up Pathways, RIGHT into rehearsals for the annual burlesque show at Old Town Actors Studio. So, let's all pretend I actually put this post in the proper place after Pathways and before the Going Dutch Festival, all right? All right.
This was my sixth year doing a burlesque show. It's always a lot of fun, but I will be honest and say that the past two years (Since the 2016 elections) it's always been a bit of a hard decision to go be silly and sexy and fun with so very much misogyny constantly bubbling to the surface. But for me, burlesque has always been a way to use comedy and satire to mock and push back against ridiculous sexist double standards, and in the end it always boils down to not letting assholes steal our fun, our joy, and the happiness that can be found in expressing ourselves and our sexuality.
In the last post, I posted about the performance I took to the Going Dutch Festival, but I wanted to talk a little bit about the experience of going to the festival. It was a little odd to be driving to Elgin IL in May - WHERE WAS ALL THE CORN!? (It had not grown yet. Because it was MAY.) I once again stayed with the sweet and awesome family I had stayed with for the 2017 Fringe Festival, and they were gracious enough to let me crash their family memorial day festivities because I was not really wanting to be driving on Memorial Day weekend. (I adore you, Bouwmeesters! :))
I taught a class in dialogic devising/movement creation, and was tickled when a visual artist decided to jump in and play. I have really been enjoying working with people who don't consider themselves to be "DANCERS" as of late. They don't have as many preconceptions about what movement and dance should be, so sometimes they come up with some of the most interesting movement. Participants also included Maddy Rager and Scott Crandall of Thank You So Much for Coming who are delightful human beings, and also create absurd, thought-provoking, and hilarious art. (So yes, right up my alley.)
I participated in outreach classes with two other amazing women and teachers, Christine Hands and Dyana Daniels. It was fun to work with kids again, even though I was a little out of practice., and delightful to observe and talk with two other teachers. We all talked about how we were going to steal things from each other's teacher's bags o' tricks.
I took several classes (having the workshops and classes was one of my favorite parts of the festivals. Sometimes when you get caught up in performing and creating work, you forget to step out of your comfort zone and learn something new every once in a while. ) The "Queering Performance" workshop with Kristi Faulkner created a space that was somehow both challenging and welcoming, an interesting space of questioning and introspection. I took several workshops with Barbara Bickel, a meditation and a napping/dream scroll experience. I was very much drawn to Barbara's dedication to these types of long term, ever-evolving, and community based art projects. Christine presented her work and discussed disability in dance, something that I don't have a great deal of experience with, but have been interested in for a long time. I greatly enjoyed getting to see her work with her sister (who is disabled and uses a wheelchair,) the connection between the two sisters was a joy.
I watched... a lot of performance. Mostly movement and dance, but some theatre and interdisciplinary work as well. I'd probably have to go back through my programs to talk about all of it, but there was so much thoughtful, interesting, and risk-taking work being presented, I'm going to steal a phrase from one of the producers (thanks Erin!) and just say that it was a definite "art boner" experience. I had been feeling a little artistically worn down and (dare I say it?) bored when I went to the festival, and it ended up being exactly what I needed. Women rock, y'all.
Oh yes, I also created a dance film for the festival!
I had submitted dance film work to the 2017 festival in Elgin of works created by women, but when submission time came around again I decided I wanted to be a part of the festival in the flesh. Continuing with themes of travel and journeys, I created the Wander and Wonder piece. Going from someone who had only ever taken a two or three hour road trip to someone who had done several solo road trips of three to four days was something that had happened in the past three years, and I felt the need to explore that a little bit artistically. I set myself the challenge of creating part of this work on the road to the festival. This caused moments of sheer panic, along with the slow realization that the whole process of driving for long hours while the radio faded in and out of different stations and pondering what, exactly, form this piece was going to take was part and parcel of the whole experience.
The end result was a blend of movement, storytelling, and film work (I filmed along the way!) This is something that is in the plans for expansion, it feels like it needs to be an ongoing project. Although there is not much activity now, you can join the facebook group HERE.
I've been thinking and making work about traveling, about pathways, about journeys. I had made a dance film for the Going Dutch Festival in Elgin last year called "Pathways," and had the opportunity to expand upon those ideas and create an evening of live performance at Old Town Actors Studio in Pocatello. The biggest challenge was that the rehearsal period stretched out from December to the end of January, with me being gone for a three week stretch in the middle. It was stressful, but all worked out in the end and together we created an interesting evening of multi-generational and partially improvised performance. I don't necessarily make art "For Kids" but I tend to enjoy having them in the audience, and there was something very special about seeing all different ages, and parents with their kids, moving on stage together. The audience was invited to draw pathways or text relating to pathways on fabric panels as they came in, and we all joined together to draw big sprawling pathways all over the theatre by the end. Kelsey Rain Palmer gifted us with a beautiful song she wrote to end the evening with.
My favorite moment was when an audience member who sat in the back because she was very much NOT interested in any interactive shenanigans, was one the first people to grab a piece of chalk and start drawing paths at the end of the show. More and more, I am interested in creating work that breaks the fourth wall and encourages connection with the audience. I want to give them permission to bring a little bit of their own creativity into the experience we are having together. I believe that everybody has creativity within them, and sometimes we all just need a little bit of encouragement to let it out.
This is a show that I would like to expand upon and offer as a workshop/performance experience, you can check out my repertory page if you would be interested in hosting it.
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